Post by Kol Mikaelson on Feb 10, 2015 23:02:06 GMT -6
Kol really hated that Nik wanted to bring Davina into all this, if he wanted to do so he would have already knowing full well the sort of power the harvest girl held. If he allowed Davina to know he was dying then that meant he had lost hope and so far he hadn't which meant he wanted to leave her out of it. Nor did he want her to blame herself since Finn had set the hex upon him when he was trying to help her get Josh and Marcel away from his psychotic overly powerful brother.
Though he didn't say it to Nik or Bex what really scared him was the fact that he was afraid that she wouldn't care. Sure he and Davina had shared a lot and he knew they had a strong connection but would she cared if she knew he was dying? There was nothing either of them could do given that a hex couldn't be undone.
His mind began to wander and he couldn't help but consider how Davina would react to all of this. He wanted to tell her but there was nothing that terrified him more than death and it was quickly becoming a reality for him.
He could see it so clearly in his mind, all it would take would be a single call and Davina would meet him whereever he wanted her to. Of course he would suggest the tomb because that would be a place they shared and one he didn't have to worry about judgement in. There would be nothing he could do other than sit there and wait for her.
There would be no work on the dagger done today because the weight of wait he was going to tell her would either shatter her, piss her off, or course her to leave. He didn't want to hurt her or lose her and so he would just wait for her while hoping for the best.
Though he didn't say it to Nik or Bex what really scared him was the fact that he was afraid that she wouldn't care. Sure he and Davina had shared a lot and he knew they had a strong connection but would she cared if she knew he was dying? There was nothing either of them could do given that a hex couldn't be undone.
His mind began to wander and he couldn't help but consider how Davina would react to all of this. He wanted to tell her but there was nothing that terrified him more than death and it was quickly becoming a reality for him.
He could see it so clearly in his mind, all it would take would be a single call and Davina would meet him whereever he wanted her to. Of course he would suggest the tomb because that would be a place they shared and one he didn't have to worry about judgement in. There would be nothing he could do other than sit there and wait for her.
There would be no work on the dagger done today because the weight of wait he was going to tell her would either shatter her, piss her off, or course her to leave. He didn't want to hurt her or lose her and so he would just wait for her while hoping for the best.