Post by Stefan Salvatore on Nov 18, 2014 7:18:31 GMT -6
Stefan had left Caroline and her mom Sheriff Forbes at the hospital, Caroline didn't want to speak to him any more and he couldn't blame her. How could he have not noticed that she was developing feelings for him? Was he really that blind to have not noticed?
Caroline had been, was his best friend. Even if she hated him, he knew that he had hurt her and he was truly sorry that he had. But things had happened and there was nothing that he could do to change that.
He wished that he could go back in time and change things, but it was impossible. Almost as impossible to believe that his brother Damon had been stuck in 1994 for the last four months. Stefan still couldn't let his mind get around that notion. Stefan could see that Damon was upset over Bonnie, but she had moved on and found peace. But why hadn't Damon? Was there some reason why that he hadn't move on? Of course he had already answered his own question.
Elena.
But Stefan had been grieving for the death of his brother and had let everything slip from his grasp. He had been so focused on finding a way to bring his brother back. But in the end he had given up and had tried to move on, but to no avail. Even with Ivy he still did not feel complete, every little thing reminded him of the past that he once had. It had followed him out of Mystic Falls.
But how could he have been so blind? How could he not notice that Caroline had started to develop feelings for him? For over 145 years he had been able to notice everything to an extent. But he had been so confused and his mind had been everywhere. He had lost Elena, lost his home, his brother and his friend Bonnie. It had hit him hard and he needed to get away.
But how could he have not noticed this, how had Caroline's growing feelings for him go un-noticed? He still couldn't get it. He was blind, he cared for Caroline, she was his best friend. But he had never seen her like that. How could he? Maybe part of him had been curious, she was always there for him when he needed someone.
When he had lost his memory, Caroline had been there when he trusted no one else. His 'sober sponsor' as she once called it. And how had he repaid her? He had left town without even a goodbye and avoided her calls and texts. He had let her down.
Perched against the wall outside the hospital, hands shoved deep into his pockets. He didn't know how to make this right with Caroline, he had no idea where to even begin. Stefan couldn't buy her anything because she wasn't the type of girl who could be bought. She was different, never had he met a girl like her before. He once believed that Caroline reminded him of Lexi, but he was wrong. They were both completely different other hair colour.
But did he have feelings for Caroline? That was the big question.
Caroline had been, was his best friend. Even if she hated him, he knew that he had hurt her and he was truly sorry that he had. But things had happened and there was nothing that he could do to change that.
He wished that he could go back in time and change things, but it was impossible. Almost as impossible to believe that his brother Damon had been stuck in 1994 for the last four months. Stefan still couldn't let his mind get around that notion. Stefan could see that Damon was upset over Bonnie, but she had moved on and found peace. But why hadn't Damon? Was there some reason why that he hadn't move on? Of course he had already answered his own question.
Elena.
But Stefan had been grieving for the death of his brother and had let everything slip from his grasp. He had been so focused on finding a way to bring his brother back. But in the end he had given up and had tried to move on, but to no avail. Even with Ivy he still did not feel complete, every little thing reminded him of the past that he once had. It had followed him out of Mystic Falls.
But how could he have been so blind? How could he not notice that Caroline had started to develop feelings for him? For over 145 years he had been able to notice everything to an extent. But he had been so confused and his mind had been everywhere. He had lost Elena, lost his home, his brother and his friend Bonnie. It had hit him hard and he needed to get away.
But how could he have not noticed this, how had Caroline's growing feelings for him go un-noticed? He still couldn't get it. He was blind, he cared for Caroline, she was his best friend. But he had never seen her like that. How could he? Maybe part of him had been curious, she was always there for him when he needed someone.
When he had lost his memory, Caroline had been there when he trusted no one else. His 'sober sponsor' as she once called it. And how had he repaid her? He had left town without even a goodbye and avoided her calls and texts. He had let her down.
Perched against the wall outside the hospital, hands shoved deep into his pockets. He didn't know how to make this right with Caroline, he had no idea where to even begin. Stefan couldn't buy her anything because she wasn't the type of girl who could be bought. She was different, never had he met a girl like her before. He once believed that Caroline reminded him of Lexi, but he was wrong. They were both completely different other hair colour.
But did he have feelings for Caroline? That was the big question.
