Post by Cami O'Connell on Nov 13, 2014 11:02:19 GMT -6
Cami pulled the box from the top of her closet and slid her hand across the top of it reverently. With a sigh she sat on her bed and stared at it. She knew what lay in side, but it still took her breath when she opened it to reveal the first picture that lay on top.
A sob escaped her mouth unchecked. Some days were harder than others but each day carried the weight of the knowledge that he was gone. Sure, there were those split seconds she forgot he was gone; Those times where her first impulse was to call him to share a bit of news, tell him about a trailer for a movie she knew he'd enjoy or to get advice from the person who knew her best. Then the blood would leave her face, her stomach would drop, her chest would tighten until she couldn’t breath and she would remember. That was the worst feeling. A wound ripped open that would never heal.
What do I do with all I need to say
So much I wanna tell you everyday
Oh it breaks my heart,
I cry these tears in the dark
I write these letters to you,
But they get lost in the blue,
'Cause there's no address in the stars.
So much I wanna tell you everyday
Oh it breaks my heart,
I cry these tears in the dark
I write these letters to you,
But they get lost in the blue,
'Cause there's no address in the stars.
Shifting through the pictures and memorabilia within the box. It was times like this she needed her twin. She felt like her world was slipping away. The foundation of which her life was built on was shifting sand that threatened to drop away any second. In the wake of his death, and through uncovering secrets she never imagined her family held, she came to question everything she took for truth before.
Now I'm drivin'
Through the pitch black dark
I'm screaming at the sky
Oh cause it hurts so bad
Everybody tells me
Oh all I need is time
Then the mornin' rolls in
And it hits me again
And that ain't nothin' but a lie.
Through the pitch black dark
I'm screaming at the sky
Oh cause it hurts so bad
Everybody tells me
Oh all I need is time
Then the mornin' rolls in
And it hits me again
And that ain't nothin' but a lie.
She tried to gauge her anger that welled up. If he would have only reached out to her. Told her about the Human Faction or told her he was slowly going crazy. Maybe should could have helped prevent it. Maybe he’d still be with her. Or maybe nothing would have changed at all. “Damn it, Sean” she whispered to his picture as she traced his face with a finger.
What do I do with all I need to say
So much I wanna tell you everday
Oh it breaks my heart,
I cry these tears in the dark
I write these letters to you,
But they get lost in the blue,
'Cause there's no address in the stars.
So much I wanna tell you everday
Oh it breaks my heart,
I cry these tears in the dark
I write these letters to you,
But they get lost in the blue,
'Cause there's no address in the stars.
She lay back on her bed and propped his picture up on the pillow next to her. She fingered the small script tattoo above her heart tht read: “One of two” and let the tears fall.
Without you here with me,
I don't know what to do.
I'd give anything
Just to talk to you
Oh it breaks my heart,
Oh it breaks my heart,
All I can do
Is write these letters to you,
But there's no address in the stars.
I don't know what to do.
I'd give anything
Just to talk to you
Oh it breaks my heart,
Oh it breaks my heart,
All I can do
Is write these letters to you,
But there's no address in the stars.