Post by Elijah Mikaelson on Oct 27, 2014 9:51:20 GMT -6
Bricks crumbled at the sudden impact as two clenched fists pummelled the weathered wall in a dark alley of Bourbon street. Blood steadily dripped from Elijah's hands as deep gashes opened along the knuckles as flesh tore open. A deep throaty snarl radiated from his cracked lips, his face pale and clammy as a thick beading of sweat coated his brow. His vision blurred as veins protruded on his forehead.
Whiskey fumes poured out of his mouth as though he was his own brewery. Tears stung his eyes as they brimmed on the lids of his eyes. Unsteady on is feet as he fought to keep himself standing as he could feel the alcohol creep through his veins as poison. His mouth coated with a lining of his own blood as deep indents in his lower lip showed the tips of his fang marks.
For too long Elijah pretended to be something that he knew that he could never be. For over a thousand years he had fought against his brother and his other siblings to see the best in what they had. Never did he belief that he would allow himself to resort to the animal that he had long fought with to be locked away. But now that beast had been unleashed with a wrath that he could not contain.
The beast inside of him had watched from a locked cage as Elijah fought to become a better person, a better man. With an eternity stretched out in front of him that was open to anything and everything that he could ever want. But it was not enough. He wanted more. He wanted her....Hayley...Katherine. His mind spun in circles as he tried to slow his mind down but failed.
He was trapped inside a large glass box with no exits and all he could do was to watch, he could scream to the top of his lungs and no would would ever look up. He was invisible to all those around him. Lowering his bloodied hands to his side as he fell back onto a wall behind him and sunk to the floor as he draped his arms over his knees.
He couldn't be like this
After his argument with Hayley and Niklaus that weighed heavily on his heart. Had his brother been true in his words, that Elijah wished that it was Hayley that carried his child? That deep down he felt jealous that his brother had been given a second chance at life when he did not deserve it? When for so long he had given everything up for the best of his family. That he had missed his turn or that it would never come.
Letting his body slump to the side as darkness claimed him, maybe in these few moment he could find peace. Even if it was only a moment.
But Hayley's words that she was falling for him and he simply walked away. Without a word.
Whiskey fumes poured out of his mouth as though he was his own brewery. Tears stung his eyes as they brimmed on the lids of his eyes. Unsteady on is feet as he fought to keep himself standing as he could feel the alcohol creep through his veins as poison. His mouth coated with a lining of his own blood as deep indents in his lower lip showed the tips of his fang marks.
For too long Elijah pretended to be something that he knew that he could never be. For over a thousand years he had fought against his brother and his other siblings to see the best in what they had. Never did he belief that he would allow himself to resort to the animal that he had long fought with to be locked away. But now that beast had been unleashed with a wrath that he could not contain.
The beast inside of him had watched from a locked cage as Elijah fought to become a better person, a better man. With an eternity stretched out in front of him that was open to anything and everything that he could ever want. But it was not enough. He wanted more. He wanted her....Hayley...Katherine. His mind spun in circles as he tried to slow his mind down but failed.
He was trapped inside a large glass box with no exits and all he could do was to watch, he could scream to the top of his lungs and no would would ever look up. He was invisible to all those around him. Lowering his bloodied hands to his side as he fell back onto a wall behind him and sunk to the floor as he draped his arms over his knees.
He couldn't be like this
After his argument with Hayley and Niklaus that weighed heavily on his heart. Had his brother been true in his words, that Elijah wished that it was Hayley that carried his child? That deep down he felt jealous that his brother had been given a second chance at life when he did not deserve it? When for so long he had given everything up for the best of his family. That he had missed his turn or that it would never come.
Letting his body slump to the side as darkness claimed him, maybe in these few moment he could find peace. Even if it was only a moment.
But Hayley's words that she was falling for him and he simply walked away. Without a word.