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Post by Elijah Mikaelson on Oct 26, 2014 15:24:56 GMT -6
Elijah kept his gaze firm but soft and his stance steady as he listened to Katerina. "For a thousand years I avoided any kind of emotion or attachment. I do not place labels on things Katerina" he spoke attempting to move the conversation on. What was Katherine to him? He did not know. He had spent so long avoiding feeling anything that he had forgotten what it was like to be free.
"What is it that you wish me to say Katerina? I do not form to what society deems acceptable. I am a vampire, rules and labels do not apply to us" he reminded her. Pushing the stray locks of her hair out of her face "Tell me what it is that you wish me to say?" he repeated her words.
Post by Katherine Pierce on Oct 26, 2014 15:47:48 GMT -6
Katherine felt pain creeping into her chest as he talked even as she struggle to keep herself from feeling as upset as she was. She smacked his hand away from her as he reached up to move her hair from her face, her breathing harsh. She swallowed, and raised her head finally to meet his eyes.
She shook her head slowly. "... Само ми кажи," she began softly. "Имам ли си губя времето?"
...Just tell me. Am I wasting my time?
She'd spent five hundred years begging, craving, and pining for Elijah. It was five hundred years too long if she was currently keeping herself in a delusion that there was even a small chance. He wanted her to have a normal human life...then she needed to know where they stood.
Post by Elijah Mikaelson on Oct 26, 2014 15:55:37 GMT -6
His hand was slapped away from her as he did not attempt to try again. He had never felt so helpless before and especially to a human. He had for so long pushed everyone away who attempted to get close to him and now he found himself unsure of anything right now. But with the war raging on outside of their window he could not anything.
"No. Времето е ценно нещо, а времето е това...което се изисква" he whispered "No. Time is a precious thing and time is what I require"
That was all that he could say to her. That was all that he had.
Post by Katherine Pierce on Oct 26, 2014 16:11:43 GMT -6
Katherine's head shook slightly at his answer, and she exhaled sharply. She stepped away from him, turning around to thread her fingers through her hair. She pressed her hand against her scalp, swallowing.
"Времето е нещо, което трябва..." She whispered softly. Time is something you have... But it wasn't something she had. She let out a breath.
"I'll take care of Stefan." No matter how angry Stefan might be at Elena, he wouldn't want her hurt. She rubbed her hands together slightly, and then turned back to him. She looked at him, and smiled sadly.
Post by Elijah Mikaelson on Oct 26, 2014 17:03:05 GMT -6
"Забравете?" he whispered repeating her words. "Forget?"
Elijah knew exactly what she meant but was unsure if she truly meant it or not. Keeping his position as he dared not to move. Clearing his throat as he tried to find the words but they would not come out. He didn't know exactly what he could say that would make things right.
"Е, че това, което наистина искате?" he asked her afraid of her answer. "Is that what you truly want?"
Post by Katherine Pierce on Oct 26, 2014 17:21:54 GMT -6
Katherine swallowed, letting her gaze drop to the floor. Is this what she truly wanted? No. What she truly wanted was for him to admit that he wanted her. But he needed time for that, and it was something she didn't have.
"No," she said simply. "Аз не го искам, но това, което друг избор имам? Ако не знаете как се чувствате за мен, Илия, аз съм просто да седя тук и да чакаме? Всеки ден ви дръпне напред и по-далеч от мен."
I don't want it, but what other choice do I have? If you don't know how you feel about me, Elijah, am I to just sit here and wait? Every day you pull further and further away from me.
Katherine swallowed, and then spoke, her voice soft, exhausted. "Аз не съм Хейли, Илия. Аз нямам Никлаус да ми прави компания, докато ме игнорира. I, който имате."
I am not Hayley, Elijah. I don't have Niklaus to keep me company while you ignore me. I have you.
Post by Elijah Mikaelson on Oct 27, 2014 4:38:30 GMT -6
Elijah sighed heavily as emotions stirred in him that he was unfamiliar with. He knew what Katerina wanted and he was unsure if he could give it to her. She was human and he was a vampire, could he truly give her what she desired? "Ако аз направя това. Няма връщане назад Катерина" he whispered "If I do this. There is no going back Katerina"
He took a single step towards her as he fought back everything that was raging a war inside of him "Ти не помниш мен или последните 500 години. Всичко, което се сетите, ще бъдат унищожени" he paused "Не мога да ти дам това, което желаете. Един нормален човешки живот Катерин"
"You shall not remember me or the last 500 years. Everything that you remember will be gone. ...I cannot give you what you desire. A normal human life Katerina"
Post by Katherine Pierce on Oct 27, 2014 7:27:17 GMT -6
Katherine raised a hand to stop him, shaking her head slightly. She was about to hurt him more, and it hurt even though she couldn't find a way around it. She swallowed, letting her hand drop to her side. She let out breath. What she was asking was complicated. It would involve precise wording and if even one minor detail was wrong it could screw everything up.
"I don't want to forget everything, Elijah," she said softly. "If I forget my past I won't me..."
She turned away from him, reaching up to rub her hands along her arms as she cleared her throat. Panic was starting to choke her, her chest aching with fear, as her breathing picked up. She reached up to press a hand on her throat, trying to quell the panic bubbling in the pit of her stomach.
"Аз искам да забравя любовта ми към теб," she said finally, barely a whisper. I want to forget my love for you.
Post by Elijah Mikaelson on Oct 27, 2014 9:08:53 GMT -6
"Ако това е, което пожелаят Катерина" he whispered hoarsely at her clear instruction. Taking a step towards her as his eyes glistened as he let his compulsion take hold over her. "If that is what you so desire Katerina"
"Катерина . Трябва да ти слушам много ясно и точ" he spoke, his voice void of any emotion "От този момент вие ще забравите за любовта. Любовта, която споделяхме . Тя никога не е съществувала" he recited to her. "Katerina. You must listen to me very clearly and precisely. From this moment you shall forget about love. The love that we shared. It never existed"
Elijah couldn't believe that he was doing this but it is what Katerina wanted and he felt guilty. That he could not give her what she truly deserved. He could never be a normal man. He was a monster.
Post by Katherine Pierce on Oct 27, 2014 9:23:05 GMT -6
Katherine couldn't believe she was doing this, or that Elijah was actually agreeing to it. She thought maybe that was what hurt her more than anything. Was he just doing it because she wanted him too or because it would make it easier on him?
Katherine swallowed--her thoughts scattering--as he stepped towards her. The tears glistening in his eyes had her opening her mouth to tell him to wait, but before she could say anything his compulsion took affect. Her body relaxed, her words dying in her throat as she listened to him.
"Тя никога не е съществувала," she repeated. It never existed.
Post by Elijah Mikaelson on Oct 27, 2014 9:32:13 GMT -6
Hearing her words stung him like a bullet to his chest as he stunned himself for a moment to let all of this sink in "Именно . Тя никога не е съществувала . Ще ме помниш като нищо повече от един човек , звяр. Но се страхувам мен" he whispered as he turned his eyes away from her for a moment "Precisely. It never existed. You will remember me as nothing more than a man, a beast. But you do fear me"
He could not take this much more as he let out an un-needed breath and broke his compulsion. "Ти винаги си имал сърцето ми Катерина" he whispered "You always had my heart Katerina"
Before she could open her eyes he sped out of the room. He needed to be alone right now.